Tuesday, January 31, 2017

Take to make
Whole
Peice
Both
End ascend
Bring about tolls
Bell break spell
8
Sign signal
Floor
Dirt swept round ways
Herb smoke raised
Soar
Purified
Sacrificed
Energy ground around
Magiks
Worked well
Terrestrial constructs
Be whence before

One more for the whores
For the broken
The bored
Deathly left
Abandon
Kept
Lost loved ignored
Insolence favored
No meaning hatred
Fright dealing amore

Heres to chasing edge
Finding catchworthy
Rye wheeling hedge betting
Soul


Light
Please bring
Someone elses dreams 
Escape at least

For I
Have seen
Mostly all it seems
Far from anything

Lieing under 
Rock brought thunder
Careless waves
Each, everyday

Politely screaming
Burst from weving
tired strains
Patched patheticlly

All in hoping 
Youd mispoken
Bitter fate
Articulate
This worldly hunger
Driven plunder
Rose like ways

Leaving gone now
Color brought down
Up they say 
Break away today
Tommorows not saved





Wine again
White and not too bad
Hell what do I know
After two pinots
After everything
After laying in bed swearing sobriety
To myself
Lasted about as long as anything does
Far as I can see
If youd call this sight
Evenso
Nesteled deep theres something
Couldnt tell you what exactly
Bet youll find out
Eventually
So it went
Theyll say
Or they wont
Say anything
Wpuldnt that be something

Monday, January 30, 2017

Grandpa hem away

Nothing substantial happens to a man after war
Great expeditions loose any once was luster
To fight your fellow man
For all but your life
Well, that takes the taste out of the sweetest nectar
Only a woman and her touch comes close
Or momentarily mutes the screaming scars

Wednesday, January 25, 2017

Beleive not in sleep
But in the dream
Give not but all
For what to be
Is made fated
Fake fading
Constructs craving
Laymen laying brickx
Statement rift toting
Claims
Shoot sky word
Wards
Peek heavens alterd course
New horizons blinding
Death defying
Settle never fetter no
Riding centrifical force

Down
South
Bound
Gravity
Ground
Positive
Purpose

Of course

Love is only known if lost
It wouldnt be know if else
One rarely sees forest for trees
Instead a fire lights

What with embers burned
Branches tossed
Only then
Loves cost is thought
With its loss
About alone
Its gift is isolation
To be left
Chose or else
As it were
Shall be
Roaming ramble
Shamble standards
Close to no thing


Sound subjective?
Abandon collective
Desire absence find
Assurance not in sight
Perhaps


If you are reading this, you are. 
In present measure, with optical senses.
Hopefully much more

With that being said, I hazzard an entry. Gambeling just observations frame of mind. 
Mine specifically. 

In thought I have found myself incapable of stopping the urge to question endless. In that string of more inquiry, found even more puzzeling paths. Of such, do I have a choice if I question or not? 
Better put, is there something uncontrollable inside me that must question. 

 For example, through searching profoundly I found a higher power. Absolute truth. fueled by unwavering faith in an solution that solves all and any questions. Be it god, or nature, or any ideal that solves a humans mysteries. Given a surrender of faith and trust. Even so, with a great high answer to all, I still question. 

What then of great answers? Of gods or worse? Lack of? Even still, do you wonder? Or accept what you will. What feels right. Irregardless. My point is are we designed to think? To question? To argue and not accept? 

My life is both important and insignificant. While it plays out, during painfull struggle, is it uncontrollable to ask of everything along the way? 

Yes. 

Changing
Channeled through
energy false suit
seen shown new

tearing I
sought most
few
reaching embraced
left askew

been folding for whatever
kept calm and holding in
bottling a clear desire to
end for whats assured
Calling on the devil
where he out id find him in
seeking higher forms of creation
metered mass destruction







Kamerons guide to being an asshole

1. Never agree with anyone
2. Not even yourself
3. Do everything despite reprocussions
4. Live like no one is watching
5. Enjoy whatever you can
6. Share nothing
7 Eat
8. Procreate often
9. Care little for time
10. Depend on nothing, not even yourself

Each time

Naked rambling
vagrant standing

sit

Here commanding
Second handing
lack most eloquent

spiting venom
not in-devoured

 commit

For boding
towards something
in spite of experience


lost or buried
most miscarried

omit

despite woe
purpose wrote
destiny is shit



Friday, January 6, 2017

Conflict to scripture

If you fight
We will fight
Disagreenments be damned
or brought to two answer question lines
yay
or
nay
pick
these pots they boil down
lost hopes
fienged expectations
morals in general
define something
debate ensues

For delusion has striken our house
contradicts every all
sighs passively
It beknown outside
windows in right cloudy

would or could
should and maybe
countless things
wasteful forughts worthless thougts
came to me
riddled
biased and sideless

Show me truth say its name so I may hear
help me
understand
comprehend
take in
most desired
never
ever
to be

lonely is her maiden
abrasive
and hated
friendless
gone with cursed fates
any who know
say so
thrown again again
until left alone
again again

Take careful heed
say little
interupt none
you listen
adding breath wasted or kept
means not
will not
make any
nothings

keep
hid
you