Monday, October 2, 2017

Say it is so

Elena,

If you still read me
If you still want this
Give me a sign
Knock on my door
Tell me you are mine
If not, no worries at all
Nothing is nothing
When all is all

Tell me true
Once and for all
I will be yours
Fly or fall

I leave it to you
Because I cant stop thinking

Gravity's enemy

Fell for it again
Believed everything you said
Wanted to tell you that I love you
Wish you knew that I did
Bought what you were selling
Until I saw you
Over and over
Just seemed so sincere
I think you half way mean it

Sleep is restless
Stomach in nautical knots
Feeling crazy over you again
After trying to end this emotional roller coaster

You were in my arms
Everything seemed so right
My lips tried to tell you
"Yes"
To what you were asking
Exclusive to no other

Then I found you were gone
With someone else
Again
Dropped my hopes off the tallest building
While I watched
Unable to stop you

Were even now
The hurt I brought you, has been brought back
evenly

Funny thing is
You had me from the start
Always did
That one night was perfect
When we first kissed
We threw each other away
To the point of trusting nothing you say

I knocked on your door
Tried to tell you this
Grab you and kiss you deep
Until I saw you
You saw me
Then turned away

I hope its worth it
The lies
The other guys
The up all nights
Whatever your looking for
Guess I waited to long to tell you it was me
was


Monday, September 11, 2017

Irresponsible hate anthem

cheers to the person who's job it is to decide
If it's currently occupied
My place has been many. Still never paid to be the referee.
The stance that takes me is ever conflicted
Agreeable to none
Thought often begs me be removed
Hold tounge
Hold true
Let quiet talk for
What lost will in time become

Damned to not
Can't the will
Questions carried cross night sky
Exciting unstoppable interjections

My friend
Lucky I can title them so
Asked questions
Stood proper
Cause worthy to speak on
What for

Love as always found us
Scraping for words on why
Speculating meaning, origin, existence

True many topics exist above others
Debate worthwhile
Abrasive as ever alternative perspective exist
Shook rung me
Patience practiced
Upon defense of the big L

Natures compass guides me not
Long do I wish to agree
With love
Not it's solemn enemy
It's known definition has been shown outright
Enough times

I get it
All of it
Fair fantastic idea
Felt
Shared
Unknowable force for feeling uncontrollable

I wager for opposite
Don the black
Swear off the right night we all have hope for

It isn't win or loose
Black or white
Wrong of right
There is if you look
Gaze beyond


My precious friend
Know that if a battle should be
The corner you back would looose intentionally



Friday, September 8, 2017

Trust

Firm belief in things reliable 
So as to speak 
Has proven elusive on sale 
Unsold 
Only reaped
Carefull and cultivated
Priceless,waited on
More delicately shared through a weave 

In harvest,
Is the solemn exchange 
Equal share to Equal share
As payment, as tradition, as trade


There is no know other way 



Thursday, August 3, 2017

Fire

High time the smoke alarm were fixed
Beeps to no end
R.E.M. Sleep damming shit squel
Break that shot before anyone buys the batteries
Real life
Non-fictional issues
Day to day
Night by smothering humid night
The drive was too long to let that high pitched pulse continue
Seems something has it coming
A cold tempered gale of frustrations
War inevitable
You chirp your last chirps now

Wednesday, August 2, 2017

Asteroid

Clock ticks silent now
Cell phones chime only to wake
The night finds few to witness
Stare
At the outburst of hevenly bodies crescendoing amongst us
We saw it
You saw
It
Light up the night
Like nothing before
If you needed a sign
We're asking around for spectacular
That was it
Brilliance I'm a flash
Cosmic come down
To your town
Please rewind, be kind
None will hear that dark tale

This guy fucks

She asked, "why do you think we do that?"
An act, called out, redacted
"For great reason. Biological seasoning, programmed genetic treason, 
pro creations occupational seeds yeah?"
Designed to fuck
I'm and out
With luck
Plus company searching similar sought after stuck
Sticking
Pricking daffodils ready 
Licking
Lips still sticky with sweat
Sweetly slickend 
Wicked amongst our holy brethren 
Still
Mad with feverish
Have needs for breeding 
A past time teeming 
Lots of horny teenagers 

May you have a better reason
Find purpose without need for pleasing 
Purpose driven scheme to impregnate the next free bellies pleaser